15th January 2011
{ Saturday, January 15, 2011
10:48 PM }
OFF BLOGGER, TO TUMBLR!
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8 January 2011
{ Saturday, January 8, 2011
11:45 PM }
It's a new year!
2011. I'm gonna be sweet 16 and it's my 'O'-Levels year! Stress ttm!
Finished the Adam Khoo I Am Gifted Programme yesterday. Feel really motivated to score well for the O's! We're gonna POP out this year, having mixed feelings about that. Wish I could care less for the unit and be 90% happy that I'm leaving the unit in the care of Sec3s'11, but I can't. It's not only cuz I'm worried, but there're so many memories, both happy and sad. It's hard to let go ):
Haven't finished reading the Chinese books that'll be tested in 3 days, and haven't started on my English homework. Time to go!
Ciao, loves
2 December 2010
{ Thursday, December 2, 2010
11:09 AM }
It's a miracle! I posted for the second day in a row! Teehee!
Checked out of Aranda already and just finished breakfast at Burger King and gonna watch Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale later at 12.50pm(: the time now is 11.11am so I have no idea what we'll do to pass time!
Woke up before 9am on a holiday, a holiday when I'm at my class chalet. Miraclez! But it was too cold to sleep anymore :/ I miss my bolster! ): hmmm at least there's whale whale ^^ okay shall stop crapping and see what else I can do :b
Ciao, loves
1 December 2010
{ Wednesday, December 1, 2010
7:47 PM }
Hey! While waiting for people to start the BBQ fire, you have nothing to do with your iPhone in your hand, wi-fi since you're at aranda and facebook decides not to let you in, blog if you haven't done so in ages! Yupp 2K'09 chalet now ^^ it isn't the same as last year though :/ but yiheng's mum's food is still just as yumxz (: so much has happened lately and most of it sucks big time.
For one did something hurtful just a few days before the 1year mark and now I totally regret it? Feel like punching myself all the time now. LOL, masochistic and disturbing much? I bet it's some mental problem about some inability to commit myself to stuff. Gosh I bet it's the problem with the one thing that I don't have in my family. But hell the point is I regret it like shit and there's nothing I can do about it. Can't believe I didn't realise how difficult it'll be to get over this. Time to start drowning myself in homework and school till I'm too tired to think of him. I hate myself, the end!
On to the happy side (: uhm brother's birthday in a few days? We won the Clean and Green Fashion Design Competition? Aderline just tied awesome French braids for me ^^ they look great! :D and we're playin Truth/Dare now xD LOL miss this dumb game so much! So I shall end this post, stop lamenting my fate and enjoy life a bit more, hopefully.
Ciao, loves
31 October 2010
{ Sunday, October 31, 2010
6:47 PM }
Happy Halloween!
More than 2 months since my last post, life's been hectic and I've been lazy. Guess I haven't been posting for too long. For one, I almost forgot what my blog URL is. And I thought someone or something would have deleted my blog long ago. Poof goes my blog? Feel like making this blog private, but I'm too lazy to :/
EOYs are over but that doesn't seem to be of much relief to me. Results are a total letdown, I've honestly never felt that I've done so badly in my entire life. Guess there's a certain extent to which intelligence helps, and the rest depends on hard work. Yupp, explicitly lacking in both this year. ALPs starts tomorrow. Should be looking forward to it so I may carry on and start a new, sort of, for the new things ahead. But no, I'm too lazy and really just want to be at home sleeping. I mean, yes I'm lazy and love to sleep, but who doesn't? Weather these few days is totally awesome. After all those months of heat and humidity, this cool weather really makes up for it. Better cold than hot(:
Can't wait for 2K'09 chalet! Really miss my sec2 year. It's honestly been THE best year. 3L's fine, I guess? It's just the cliques that get to you, still. Miss being in the same class as SiHan, Alina and Aderline so much! It's annoying but yea, you don't really how much these things mean to you till you lose them.
Anyway, went to Orchard and stuff with Alina&Aderline a week ago or something. Didn't really buy anything other than food, but it's the first time I've felt so comfortable and myself for a long time. Gosh love you both! And I really need to new clothes! Felt so envious seeing (rich) Alina buying stuff O: Gotta work! Tried the Taiwanese oyster mee sua for the first time(yes, deprived me). Didn't know it would taste nice :D surprise surprise!
Jie took half day off last Friday so us siblings got to spend some time together. She was too bored at work anyway LOL. Met her at her work place and cabbed to Shima@Goodwood Park Hotel. Had the buffet tepanyaki lunch there, sponsored by the working sister. Gosh there was so much meat, but it was AWESOME ttm! Like seriously FREE FLOW SASHIMI! FUN JOY PEACE AND LAUGHTER! Went on to Video-Ezy @ Siglap to borrow some Harry Potter shows and went home to watch them. Can't wait for Deathly Hallows to come out! OMG Harry Potter rocks! Pity those who can't/don't watch Harry Potter. Order of the Phoenix is still awesome(: OOOOSH! 18Nov'10 and the first part of Deathly Hallows comes out! Excited much! Okay I shall shut up before I'm mistaken for some extreme Harry Potter fanatic, which is insane.
Okay, I can't think of anything else to post. so la bla la bye(:
oh oh, current love: french braids(: why? I don't know! But HsinNing says they make me look charismatic. LOL! BHB ttm xD
20 August 2010
{ Friday, August 20, 2010
2:23 PM }
WOA! It's been more than 2 months since my last post O: Insanely busy. Not fun. NDP came and went. Our last chance to be in a parade in this school. Awesomely cool being the contingent IC. Screwed up here and there though :/ Anyways
Being so busy is really hard! Stressed all day, sleep late at night? Sigh, neglecting the things and people i love. It's really hard. Can't wait till this Inter-Area Project Based Competition is OVER! Getting into the finals wasn't what i expected, and not exactly what i hoped for after just going through the preliminary round. Sucks away so much of your time and life and replaces it wth truckloads of stress and frustration. So much for a good deal. Yupp so the finals are in about 2 weeks time, and we're supposed to be done in about less than a week for the technical rehearsal, or like the full dress rehearsal. Have no idea why they can't just call it a full-dress rehearsal! Just want to get this done and over with. Then it'll just be a nice achievement on my cert at the end of Sec4.
Having our first painting test next friday. Haven't finished up the colour scheme for my painting so i'm basically screwed till i get it done. The colour scheme i'm doing now really sucks! Sigh more stress ):
Typing this post in the computer room in the art room. Supposed to be having training but there's nothing to do. Gonna continue on that project after fb-ing and this post. GARRRxz.
At least there's kayaking tomorrow to take my mind off things, hopefully. Yay! Two-Star kayaking! :D hopefully we'll all pass the course and get the certificates(: Kayaking rocks! Needa exercise more! Totally getting fat! D: After kayaking and CIP on 28Aug Saturdays will be reserved for gym-ing with Alina. Hopefully i have the discipline! :x
Yupp that's it for now(: Till next time :D (which may be another 2 months later) almost forgot my username and password to log onto blogger! Gosh gosh gosh, getting old
Ciao, loves
Mum and jie found out about him, they want me to break up with him so i can focus on my studies. After talking to my mum i really realise that my grades haven't been what they are supposed to be. And no matter how hard i try to deny it, it's a fact that i've been neglecting my studies for him. Putting more effort into my studies. But it's making me feel like a total idiot for neglecting him now. Why am i always the one hurting him?Had a really weird dream that i killed him. Stabbing that person through the heart was...traumatising. Does this dream mean i really have to hurt break that person? ): Cuz it'll just ricochet and hurt me as well. Arghh life sucks.
6 June 2010
{ Sunday, June 6, 2010
1:39 PM }
Okay it's almost been a month since my last post, I'm really sorry but I've seiously been too busy to post ( or rather too lazy most of the time). Current location: Phuket! :D just slacking around in my totally rockish villa xP honestly I almost started hyerventilating when I first got off the car we rented. The resort provides Wi-fi so yupp(: internet away from home with my iPhone. This place is amazing! I could live here forever if I could teleport anything and anyone I wanted to over here.
Phuket is a really nice place to be(: the food's great, the people are friendly, the exchange rate is totally in favour of the Singapore dollar (SGD $1 = 22.8 Baht?! Shopping bonanza!! But nah we're not here to shop) Yuppz so I'm here with my mum, sis and bro cuz my dad's too busy to come along. Anyhoo it's been great! Gosh I think I'm gonna get fat eating so much here. The food is seriously insanely yum! Hahha and all the seafood you can eat that's so much cheaper here than in Singapore?! The cholesterol is going to clog up my arteries man._. So I'll be back in SG in another 2 or 3 days.
Mid-years have come and gone. My results were a total screw up. Time to quit slacking around all day and realy put more heart into my studies ): This exam has been the worst exam so far, worst exam of my entire life as a student. Gosh!
Yupp really don't know what else to blog about so bye for now! :D
Ciao, loves