1 December 2010
{ Wednesday, December 1, 2010
7:47 PM }
Hey! While waiting for people to start the BBQ fire, you have nothing to do with your iPhone in your hand, wi-fi since you're at aranda and facebook decides not to let you in, blog if you haven't done so in ages! Yupp 2K'09 chalet now ^^ it isn't the same as last year though :/ but yiheng's mum's food is still just as yumxz (: so much has happened lately and most of it sucks big time.
For one did something hurtful just a few days before the 1year mark and now I totally regret it? Feel like punching myself all the time now. LOL, masochistic and disturbing much? I bet it's some mental problem about some inability to commit myself to stuff. Gosh I bet it's the problem with the one thing that I don't have in my family. But hell the point is I regret it like shit and there's nothing I can do about it. Can't believe I didn't realise how difficult it'll be to get over this. Time to start drowning myself in homework and school till I'm too tired to think of him. I hate myself, the end!
On to the happy side (: uhm brother's birthday in a few days? We won the Clean and Green Fashion Design Competition? Aderline just tied awesome French braids for me ^^ they look great! :D and we're playin Truth/Dare now xD LOL miss this dumb game so much! So I shall end this post, stop lamenting my fate and enjoy life a bit more, hopefully.
Ciao, loves
MeiTing♥