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20 August 2010

WOA! It's been more than 2 months since my last post O: Insanely busy. Not fun. NDP came and went. Our last chance to be in a parade in this school. Awesomely cool being the contingent IC. Screwed up here and there though :/ Anyways

Being so busy is really hard! Stressed all day, sleep late at night? Sigh, neglecting the things and people i love. It's really hard. Can't wait till this Inter-Area Project Based Competition is OVER! Getting into the finals wasn't what i expected, and not exactly what i hoped for after just going through the preliminary round. Sucks away so much of your time and life and replaces it wth truckloads of stress and frustration. So much for a good deal. Yupp so the finals are in about 2 weeks time, and we're supposed to be done in about less than a week for the technical rehearsal, or like the full dress rehearsal. Have no idea why they can't just call it a full-dress rehearsal! Just want to get this done and over with. Then it'll just be a nice achievement on my cert at the end of Sec4.

Having our first painting test next friday. Haven't finished up the colour scheme for my painting so i'm basically screwed till i get it done. The colour scheme i'm doing now really sucks! Sigh more stress ):

Typing this post in the computer room in the art room. Supposed to be having training but there's nothing to do. Gonna continue on that project after fb-ing and this post. GARRRxz.

At least there's kayaking tomorrow to take my mind off things, hopefully. Yay! Two-Star kayaking! :D hopefully we'll all pass the course and get the certificates(: Kayaking rocks! Needa exercise more! Totally getting fat! D: After kayaking and CIP on 28Aug Saturdays will be reserved for gym-ing with Alina. Hopefully i have the discipline! :x

Yupp that's it for now(: Till next time :D (which may be another 2 months later) almost forgot my username and password to log onto blogger! Gosh gosh gosh, getting old

Ciao, loves

Mum and jie found out about him, they want me to break up with him so i can focus on my studies. After talking to my mum i really realise that my grades haven't been what they are supposed to be. And no matter how hard i try to deny it, it's a fact that i've been neglecting my studies for him. Putting more effort into my studies. But it's making me feel like a total idiot for neglecting him now. Why am i always the one hurting him?
Had a really weird dream that i killed him. Stabbing that person through the heart was...traumatising. Does this dream mean i really have to hurt break that person? ): Cuz it'll just ricochet and hurt me as well. Arghh life sucks.