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9 Nov 2009

ielephants!

i hate physics, but my first choice includes physics next year. oh, the joy. Grr, the choices for the architecture, we can all toast those bloody choices. Evidently i'm suddenly pissed off with these stupid subject combinations. May not even be able to get to know if i got my first choice till after ATC. Screw it. i shall look at my elephants and try to feel happy about it.

Hopefully i can start doing some actual work tomorrow so i'm not so broke during the holidays. Hmmm., i've earned $15 so far. Not so bad considering the shocking amount of time i spend sleeping these days. Grr, dad's taking a bit too long to get the things needed for me to work. i'm going to die of waiting so long. Seriously haven't even touched anything related to studying since the holidays started. Can't say i'm proud if it. I just need to start one day so i don't end up burning midnight oil 3 days before the school year for 2010 starts to rush all the crap.

i ♥elephants, bye!

Flustered, confused, but i need to make up my mind. Trying not rush it too much, really need to think it through clearly. i'm not going to make the same mistakes over and over again, thrice is more than enough for me. It's like sometimes i can't stop thinking about you, but sometimes i just think of you as a friend. How am i going to make a decision that will make both of us happy?