10 august 2007
{ Friday, August 10, 2007
2:38 PM }
today is doom day...i gotta tell my mother
EVERYTHING tt happen between me n js...but i feel like i already told her
EVERYTHING...but i noe i havent told her
EVERYTHING...so wen i feel like telling her nothing comes to my mind...but she wont believe tt i have nothing else to tell her...so i got no choice but to come up with one...but still...nothing comes to my mind...yepz....in other words...
IM STUCK...
i hope cm is doing well...though havent tok to u all for onli like...3 or 4 dayz? it feels like i havent tok to u all for like....forever...maybe its bcuz i've been feeling so down...havent had a SINCERE HAPPY smile for so long...(again...though it's onli 3 or 4 days)...cuz im really used to have REAL HAPPY smiles like..almost everyday...but now...it's almost crying everyday...yea...so here i am crying again...GREAT....there's no more tissue...stupid...im supposed to go tuition now feel some extra classes or something...but...i dun feel like going...arh...
my mother confiscated my handphone...i feel so "empty" without it...i hate my mother...
anyway tt's all la..byebye